i woke up the next day 3ashan 3endina zwara eb bait yadety o lazim aro7 3ashan ba3dain kelena enro7 elma6ar enyeb 3ameti o sara.. i decided to wear my pink juicy training, and black melissa shoes, waved my hair.. put on some make up! male khelg shay...
i texted jara7 geltla yemken ashof fahad o gali take care mena.. he's cute:*
he told me that he was going to bait yadeta ham 3endihom zwara.
bas still a7esa za3lan 3alay men salfat ams.. so mabe athgha6 3alaih!
we9alna bait yadete... 9ara7a elawi3 elchabd elmokan bedon sara!
salamt 3ala kel elbanat o kelihom " ola men wain 6al3a elshams.. ohh lulu yaya"
ga3adt o solaft weyahom 3adi o they called us for lunch.. re7t wila fahad ga3id bel6awla, my heart skipped a beat.. jad jad ikhtara3t! ga3adt akher shay bel corner ele eb his side 3ashan mabeh ishofny.. wala bas dakhalt wayha e3tifas! i didn't eat my food.. kent ga3da a7arek elshoka o afakir, ilwath3 kan wayid iz3aj..
lulu: "excuse me"
salma: "lulu wain ray7a ma kalaitay shay.."
lulu: "la mo meshtahya.. matrayga met2akhir ilyoum"
salma: "aha, yala ana shway o ayelich"
lulu: "okay" *fake smile*
i went upstairs to wash my hands and to fix my hair and my makeup...
while i was washing my hands rifa3t rasy wela fahad waray.. shahagt men elkhar3a! ekhtara3t 7ail.. you know shlon bel aflam ele tkhare3 faj2a ye6la3 a7ad warach bel mirror?;p
lulu: "bismelah you scared me"
fahad: *while giving me the look ele tkhare3* " ma kan qa9dy "
lulu: " la 3ady.. "
o i left, he grabbed my hand " bakalmech shway "
lulu: " fahad there's nothing to talk about "
fahad: " imbala there is.. imshay ma3ay il ghurfa "
lulu: " fahad.. "
he interrupted me " GA3ID AGOLECH EMSHAY LA A3FIS ILBAIT FOUG RASICH.. EMSHAAY!!!!! "
lulu: " fahad ana mane a9ghar 3yalek teg3ad it3ali 9otek 3alay.. mane yaya ma3ak! "
he grabbed me from my sholders " TEFEHEMEN SHENO YA3NE EMSHAY!!!!!!? GA3ID AGOLECH BAKALMECH!!!!! " chan idizni jedama.. " YALAAH EMSHAY LA BEL JOTY AL7EN "
lulu: " IB KAIF MENO ETDIZNY? NA3AM FAHAD SHENO BELJOTY WAIN GA3DEN!!!!! LA3AT CHABDY MENEK LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!! I HATE YOU.. AKREHEK!!!!!! KHALA9 STAY AWAY FROM ME!!!!!"
fahad: " SHENO TEKREHENE? EB KAIF MENO TEKREHENE? TEKREHEN WET7EBEN IBN ILZAG JARAAAA7??!!! YOU LEAVE ME FOR THAT ASSHOLE?????"
lulu: "LA TAGHLE6 3ALA JARA7!!!!!!"
fahad: "6AB3AN 7ABEB ILGALB... WALAH O 6ALA3TAY WA7DA MEN EL9AIDAT ELE YEL3AB 3ALAIHOM YA LULU! "
lulu: " KHALAAAAAAAAAA9 FAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAADDD!!!!!!!!!!!! MABE ASMAAAAAAAA3 MENEEEEK SHAAAAAAAY!!!!!!!!!!!!! BAAAAAAASSSSSSSS " and i ran..
fahad screamed in a louder voice " GA3ID AGOLECH TA3ALAY!!!!! TA3ALAAAAY!!! ANA GA3ID A7ACHEEEEEEEEEEEECH!!!!!!!!! TA3ALAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! "
he was screaming 7ail ele kelman yalena eshouf shisalfa..
all of them " shfekom shesalfa? fahad lulu shfekom? "
lulu: "wakhraw that psycho 3ani!!!!! "
fahad: " GOLELHOM SHEMSAWYA?! GOLAY!!!!!!! "
lulu: " MA SAWAIT SHAAAY!!!!!!!!! "
mom: " LULU SHEMSAWYA?!"
i started crying.. : " yuma ga3id yetbala 3alay igol 3ani akalem wa7ed.. oo ana ma akalem wala shay! he's just a friend! wala mama wala!"
mom: "weyach bel school?"
lulu: " ee " okay i lied.. mo ma3ay bel school! bas ana madresty 3endy classmates 9bayan so 3adi..
mom: " fahad law sama7t la teg3ad etbala 3ala benty!!! o wakher 3an 6erejha! "
fahad: "BEL6AGAG ZAIN!!! KHAL YENFI3ICH HAL GAWAD!!!!! "
ouch.. jedamhom 3ad?
mom: "ma3alaich mena! lulu yuma digay 3al sayeg o reday elbait etha taben!"
lulu: " ee ka al7en badig 3alaih.. "
after 15 minutes the driver came to pick me up o i went home.. laid on my bed o i started crying even harder.. i can't believe ele tawa 9ar.. jad i literally hate fahad!
i took a hot shower... o i checked my mobile! wela fe one request!
Lama Al******
wai3 hathe shtabe imsawetli add?
i accepted the request..
lama: " taw ma nawar! "
lulu: " ib wijodech "
lama: " lwailo bagolech.. "
lulu: " goulay "
lama: " tuwaqa3ay meno sheft 3alba7ar tawa "
lulu: " minu? "
lama: " that hot guy ele shefna eb avenues o kan imwa3id wa7da! imwa3ed wa7da BITCH "
lulu : " meta shefteeh? "
lama: " gabel sa3tain chethe.. lwailo ele ma3ah bitch ray7a feha it7ir! al7en khala elmazyonen ana o entay o ra7 7ag hal si7ta! akh bas akh "
lulu: " met2akda ina ohwa?:o "
lama: " haw eeh, ghamazta ghamazta! "
lulu: " la lama akhaf imshabha 3alaih.. uhwa mo no3a chethy kilesh! "
lama: " w intay sh3arrefich feeh? "
lulu: " ohwa shalaihom yam shalaihna o ahaly i3arfona "
lama: "aha.. 7athech itshofena?"
lulu: " la mo wayed "
lama: " bas lulu ma tadreen il9bayan kelihom chethe yel3ibon.."
lulu: " ee 9a7.. lama shway wakalmech! "
lama: "okay:*"
i started crying all over again.. could this day get any worse? 7ata jara7?
jad ma tewaqa3t'ha mena:'')
صدمات عمري زودتني قناعه كل شي احبه اتوقع ضياعه
ahh.. exactly!
i put on my headphones.. played " sheftek ib 3aine ma3a ghairi bechait - by el me6ref.. " started crying even harder!
ya3ne kalam fahad kan 9ij.. ahh!
my phone rang..
sara: "ALOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
lulu: " sara!!!!!!!!! il7emdelah 3ala ilsalama "
sara: " ha shfeeeeeech mo meshta6aaaa?:o:o o laish ma yetay el airport? "
lulu: " come baitna etha tegderen! "
sara: "okay:o al7en abadil w age6 aghrathy w ayelich! shfeeech? "
lulu: "etha yetay ra7 t3arfen *sniff sniff* "
sara: " shfeeeech tabcheeen? KHARA3TENY!!! "
lulu: "etha yetay bet3arfen"
sara: "okay ne9 sa3a o yayatlech!! "
lulu: "okay"
jara7 texted me.. " ba3th ilnas elyoum ma yadron 3ani... "
lulu: " hehe "
jara7: "shlonech?;*"
lulu: " good "
jara7: "doum inshalah;*"
lulu: " thanks "
jara7: "ya3ne mara7 tes2lene shloni? "
lulu: " no "
jara7: " :o afa:( ok.. "
7egarta..
sara came.. i hugged her 7ail o i cried mara thaltha.. o she cried with me bedon la t3aref shfeny!
tyanen a7ebha walah!
sara: " SHFEEEEEEEECH?:(:(:(:(:("
lulu: "KELSHAAAAY!!!!!!!!"
sara: "GOULELI!!!!!!!!!!!"
i told her everything from A to Z..
sara: "OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!! wait khalene astaw3eb.. FAHAD I7EBICH O JARA7 6ILA3 PLAYER!!!!!!!! :o:o:o KALAMTEEEEH?"
lulu: " la oo mabi! bas mane mkalmeta"
sara: "LULU kalmeeh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
lulu: " swair mabe wai3 mala da3i "
sara: "lulu lazim itkalmena wala lazim"
lulu: " wala kent ghabeya la'ana 3abale ena fe wa7ed i7ebny men awal nathra o ma yel3ab!:) "
sara hugged me : " la tgolen chethe.. uhwa il khasran wla entay etyanen.. kelman yetmanach!!! yala kalmeh "
lulu: " okay... a9lan ka emkalemny! "
sara: "shgayel?"
jara7: mahe hal laila o bas wenta metghayer 3alay.. 9arlak kam laila wenta.. wenta balak maho ley! 7ather eb galbak o ghayeb;D
lulu: jara7?
jara7: hala
lulu: wain kent elyoum?
jara7: gayelech.. bait yadety!
lulu: aha
jara7: laish?
lulu: la bas as2al.. bait yadetek 3alba7ar?
jara7: la shaku.. alyarmook!
lulu: aha.. 3ayal shift wa7ed yeshbehek elyoum 3ala elba7ar ma3a wa7da san3a mashala 3alaiha:D
jara7: lulu.. its not what you think!
lulu: you lied to me jara7.. you lied!
jara7: i had to!
lulu: why? i thought our friendship was based on honesty!! i thought you were different.. bas kelkom nafs ilshay KELKOM!
jara7: lulu i am different.. wala il3athem i am!!
lulu: 3ayal explain ele shefta elyoum?
jara7: bas chethy.. wala ma baine o bainha shay! walah.. a9lan ma akalemha!
lulu: okay i want you to explain laish kent weyaha?
jara7: bas chethy..
lulu: aha! khal bas chethe.. fine!:D
jara7: ka ana ma agolech shay lama kentay etro7en 3end fahad!
lulu: fahad is my cousin! o hathe wa7da BITCH ray7a feha ele te6la3 ma3a guy o yetwa3idon 3al ba7ar.. jara7 jad men kether ma ana men9adma madre shagolek 9ara7a!:D
jara7: LULU 9ADGENY MA BAINI O BAINHA SHAY WALAH!
lulu: enzain o ana giltlek explain laish kent weyaha?
jara7: she's just a waste of time.. agazirha 3alaiha wala bas chethy ma7ebha walah!
lulu: aha.. 3aib jara7! 3aib 3alaik teg3ad itsawy eb banat elnas chethe.. ele matabeh i9er eb khawatek la tsaweh eb banat ilnas..
jara7: i know.. i'm sorry!
lulu: laish it2asafly? ana male sheghel feek.. ga3da agolek halshay 7agek enta mu 7agi ana!
jara7: mara7 a3edha! asef..
lulu: whatever jara7.. male sheghel ana! i'll talk to you later.
jara7: meta later?
lulu: I NEED A BREAK! maybe a week or two..
jara7: lulu magdar ma akalmech!!
lulu: you'll get used to it.. 3ady:D! akhaf itkoon ga3id itgazerha 3alay ba3ad;p
jara7: LULU SHAKU!!!!!! la teg3den etfasreen elashya2 3ala kaifich shaku!
lulu: okay.. khala9 fahad saker elmawtho3!
jara7: fahad?
lulu: sorry.. jara7*
jara7: aha
sara: bas 7egreeh!
lulu: ee ba7gera!
sara: met3amda itgolen fahad ya kalba:p?
lulu: la walah belghala6 tekharba6t madri;s
sara: 7abebty lulu, ma3laih he's not worth your tears walah!;*
lulu: way el7amdelah radaitay!
o i hugged her..
i hope that this is a nightmare!
i mean... ya3ne he's jara7! MY JARA7 for god's seek!:(
ughhhh!
today i decided to go to the avenues il9eb7, aby akhethly cham shaghla o wedy atrayag.. ma gelt 7ag wala wa7da men my friends kan wedy aro7 ebro7i..
i decided to wear my skinny jeans, ruffle black top, and my melissa shoes!
put on some makeup methel kelmara.. o my hair sawaita messy bun o 7a6ait my armany sunglasses on my head.
i texted jara7 o geltla ene barou7 avenues, i3a9eb etha ri7t mokan o ma geltla!
Lulu: goodmorning! omw to the avenues:D
Jara7: yalah 9uba7 khair.. il sa3a 10 avenues?;p
Lulu: hahah eeh gabel la iyon ilnas barou7 atrayag o akhethly cham shaghla w arid!
Jara7: weya meno betro7en?
Lulu: alone!
Jara7: 3afwan?
Lulu: haha wala jad, mafe a7ad fathy el9eb7!
Jara7: la yuba mafe avenues ebro7eh ana babadil o bayey!
Lulu: teg3ad ma3ay?:o
Jara7: eeh 3ayal ag3ad bro7e?
Lulu: okay...
Jara7: la yuba men 9ejich ag3ad weyach.. bas barou7 3ashan at6aman 3alaich;p
Lulu: eeh w ana agoul:p
Jara7: yala ana batsaba7 o babadel o bayelich!
Lulu: okay:*
we9alt avenues, re7t akheth aghrathy.. o ba3dain re7t chocolatebar!
i ordered pink pasta with extra extra extra cheese! yumm... with pepsi!
......: "LULU!!!!:o"
Lulu: "LAMA!!"
Lama: *hugs me* shlonech shakhbarich? min ziman 3anech walhana 3alaich!
Lulu: *fake smile* hala walah, tamam entay shlonech? haha eeh 7ada..
Lama: yaya ebro7ech mene?
Lulu: eeh, wintay?
Lama: eeh!
Lulu: ohh!
Lama: 3ayal khsoh khal neg3ad weya ba3ath!
Lulu: ee yala!
*Lama? hmm.. bekhti9ar she's a BITCH! no3ha kela itfareg rabe3 o kela etsawy mashakel o two faced jedamich shay oo warach shay thany! i hate her o mabe a7tak feha kelish! w 9aratle sowalif wayed menha!*
she started talking about her life o kelshay..
Lama: lulu?
Lulu: hala?
Lama: adre ena i'm not your favorite person, o adre ena wayed 9aratlich sowalif mene o adri ena makhtha fekra 3ane ghala6 7ail.. bas wala ana tghayart! 3ugob ma tewafa uboy i changed wala, i'm a whole new person now..!
Lulu: hmm... wala madre shagolech lama!
Lama: la itgolen shay.. i'll prove it to you ma3a elayam walla!
Lulu: okay
7aram.. yemken tghayerat 9ej? who knows.
Lama: lulu! shofay hatha ele tawa dash.. ishaweg! kahu kahu shofeh mar yamna!
Lulu: ee.. wayed ishaweg!
Lama: waaay zouqa! ya bakht ra3yat elne9eb walah..
Lulu: hahah!
Lama: wedy ayeb rasa.. shrayech?
Lulu: kaifich : )
Lama: haw shfech tnarfaztay?
Lulu: ma tnarfazt.. bas kelish mo no3y sowalif chethe
Lama: ee ok bas ga3da agolech ena 7ilu ya3ne!
Lulu: ee i can see that...
Lama: ana baro7 el7amam at3adal 7aga!
Lulu: haha alah ma3ach!
BITCH! wai3... okay; let me talk about JARA7 shway! he was wearing his red and white abercrombie tshirt, o kan labis short baij.. abercromie brown flip flops! o his fierce perfume, akhh! jad jad he's killing me! kan ga3id bel6awla ele jedamy.. 3ugob mara7at lama he smiled o his dimples 6la3aw!
I smiled back o kent mesta7ya, madri laish i always avoid eye contacting with him! aste7e..
he came to my table.. " gelteli mafe a7ad weyach "
Lulu: wala sheft'ha faj2a o galat eb teg3ad weyay!
kent ga3da atlafat ashof etha yat Lama wela la..
Lulu: jara7 please roo7 mala da3y itshofek weyay!
Jara7: 3adi shinu ya3ne golelaha hatha my cousin!
Lulu: la' jara7 please rou7 ala ekhalek!
Jara7: ha! lulu ishfeech 3ady golelaha ana your cousin!
Lulu: jara7 please kahe yat ala ekhalek rou7 please jara7!
Jara7: enzain enzain!
Lama radat.. " ha shlon shakle"
Lulu: mashala 3alaich jamela :)
Lama: adre.. way lulu shofeeh he lit up his cigarettes ma3a il serious look!
Lulu: wai3 akrah ele idakhnon..
Lama: way chan zain lo ana his cigarettes kel digega a7osh his lips akhaih!
Lulu: wai3 lama.. o ba3dain he throws you away o edos 3alaich:D
Lama: wai3 lwailo kelish matshaj3en 3ala halsowalif!
Lulu: haha a7san :) .. anyways ana now bamshy! lazim arou7 bait khalte..
Lama: oh okay, o ana ban6er my friend teyeli meni.. mane mashya ela lama hal 7ilu yamshy!
Lulu: well... goodluck weyah!:)
Lama: thanks! nice to see you lulu, khalena inshofich mo teg63en..
Lulu: ee enshalah!
o 6ala3t bara, his eyes followed me.....
mobiley gam ihiz wela its jara7..
Jara7: ha wain wain ray7a?!
Lulu: 3end my cousin!
Jara7: oo laish ma gelteli?
Lulu: i'm sorry tawa galoli ena arou7!
Jara7: aha!
Lulu: sorry:( wala tawa galoly!
Jara7: la its okay.. bas next time golele!
Lulu: enshalah;*
Jara7: 3afya<3
Lulu: :* , 6ala3t men avenues?
Jara7: eeh avenues yin3af bedonich hahah;p
Lulu: hahah adre:D! la jk jk, wain bitrou7?
Jara7: barou7 3end 3baid..
Lulu: salem 3alaih;p
Jara7: yo9al enshalah! legait rab3y eb avenues, akalmech ba3dain! mala da3y ishofon mobiley o yelgony ga3id akalmech!
Lulu: OKAY!:*
RAYAAL!!!! ma yabe a7ad ishofa ikalemny:( iyaneeenn wala!
i texted fahad: " im coming!!!:D "
Fahad: waiting!;p
Lulu: yala yala ana bara!
Fahad: okay!
he opened the door.. "HALA BILZAIN!"
Lulu: FAHOOOOOOOOOOOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *big smile*
Fahad: ha shfeech wayed mestansa;p
Lulu: 7aram elwa7ed yestanis?
Fahad: la la estansay!
Lulu: so... shbensawy elyoum:D
Fahad: bakalmech eb mawtho3!
Lulu: sure fahad.. whats wrong?
Fahad: la maku shay.. bas emshay dari!
Lulu: okay!
Fahad: lulu..
Lulu: fahad shfeek khara3tny?
Fahad: lulu.. ana...
Lulu: fahad shfeek? shemsawy?:o enta shenu?
Fahad: lulu tathkren lama bel mustashfa lama ga3adt agolech ene...!
Lulu: ee i remember..
Fahad: lulu.. i do!
I was shocked... i mean, i didn't see that coming!
Lulu: fahad la you don't e7na cousins o eb 7esbat ekhwan!
Fahad: lulu ana magdar a3aned e7sasy!
Lulu: fahad enta methel ukhoy!
Fahad: lulu ana a7ebich! men ziman..
Lulu: 7abetek el3afya fahad.. bas sorry i can't!
Fahad: laish you can't? fe a7ad thany eb 7ayatech?
Lulu: la mafe a7ad eb 7ayate.. i'm not ready for a relationship oo a9lan ana mu no3y akalem.
Fahad: shenu you're not ready? lulu ana abech zawaj! ma gilt a7ebech 3ashan al3ab!
Lulu: i know ena ma giltle enek et7ebny 3ashan tel3ab, bas i dont want to fahad.. ma7eb! mo no3y!
Fahad: ya3ne you rejected me..
Lulu: fahad ana ma agdar akon weyak akthar men friends aw cousins aw brothers! magdar isma7ly..
sa7abny 9oba 7ail o gali: "EEEE LAISH LULU LAAISH?!!!!!!"
Lulu: fahad please hedny!
he started screaming: LULU LAISH MA TABENY?!!! FE A7AD THANY EB 7AYATECH? LAISHHH?! ANA SHFENYYY?!!!
Lulu: ma gilt ena feek shay.. bas sorry fahad magdar magdar!
he started shaking me o ga3ad yis2alny "LAISH LULU LAISH!!! LAZIM FE SIBAB!"
mobiley 6a7 belarth o fahad nizal yabi eyeba wela ishof...
Fahad: ahh al7een 3araft laish:)
Lulu: fahad give my mobile!
Fahad: WITGOLELE MAFE A7AD EB 7AYATECH?! YOU REJECTED ME 3ASHAN HAL WA9EKH?! 3ASHAN HATHA??? BIN ILKALB LA3EB EB 3AGLICH LE3EB ASHOUF!!!!
Lulu: its not what you think!
Fahad: LA WALAH? ITREDENY 3ASHAN HAL KHARA JARAA7?!!!!
Lulu: FAHAD ANA O JARA7 FRIENDS!
Fahad: SHENU FRIENDS?! baba intay wain ga3da? MAFE SHAY ISMA FRIENDS 3ENDINA! 3abalech ga3da eb USA wela wain bethab6?!
Lulu: IB KAIF MENO MENE MAKO FRIENDS BAIN ILBANAT O IL9BAYAN?
Fahad: EB KAIFI ANA!!!!!!! Shenu betfahmeny enech matkalmena ya3ne? O QASAMAN BELAH LA ARO7 ATHBA7A!
Lulu: SHENO TETHBA7A MO BKAIFIK!!!!!!!!! WAIN GA3DEN FAHAD? KELSHAY 6AG 6AG 6AG! O EB KAIF MENO 9ERT ANA AKALMA? LA TEG3AD ETFASIR ELUMOR 3ALA KAIFIK!!!!
Fahad: 3AYAL BALA ISH7AGA 3ENDICH EYAH BBM!?
Lulu: FAHAD MALEK SHEGHEL FENE KHALAAAAA9!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HE'S MY FRIEND!!!!!!!
Fahad: your friend ha:)? ana bashof omech o oboch shbigolon lama agolihom 3an your friendship weya jara7!
Lulu: shenu enta bet'hadedny ya3ne? rou7 goul mane khayfa menek ana!
Fahad: walah qawiya! shakla em2ather 3alaich wayed hal gawad:D!
Lulu: FAHAD LA ITGOL 3ANA CHETHE!!!!! you don't even know him like i do:)
Fahad: la walah? ba3ad etdaf3en 3ana.. ya 7alatich wala ma tadren 3an khyas jara7!:D
Lulu: ay khyass?! eb kaifik enta teg3ad itgol 3an el9bay chethe?
Fahad: layeg3ad isawi ro7a bare2 jedamich, ana a3arif wild 3ama 3abdala o aw9akh makhloqat allah!
Lulu: ya3ne eb kaifik alaft ena jara7 mo zain 3ashan his cousin?
Fahad: way lulu tha7akteny! you always see the good side men elnas.. ma3roof jara7 o fahad le3eben! o enamon ma3a banat, shrayech awadech bait'hom al7en etshofen his bbm contacts? itgolele friends ha.. shakla emkhalech elyaya on the list.. eb yel3ab 3alaich:D
Lulu: FAHAD KHALA9 *sniff sniff* 3a6ny my mobile!
He threw ilmobile 3alay.. o 6ala3t barra, oo he followed me: LULU!!!!
Fahad: fahad leave me alone please!
he grabbed my hand: LULU!!!!
i pushed him away: "KHALA9 FAHAD GILTLEK LEAVE ME ALONE!"
i went back home, i took a hot shower o i started crying 7ail 7ail.. fekra tro7 o fekra etye.. madre akalma agola sh9ar? aw yemken kalam fahad 9a7, aw yemken mo 9ej! i don't know god!!!!
i decided to talk to jara7... ashtere ra7at 3omre wa3arif el9ej!
re7t sheft my mobile wela million ping men jara7..
Lulu: jara7!
Jara7: LAAAA?!!!! HALA WALLAAAAH!!! ENTAY WAINECH 6OOOOL ELYOUM?!!!! KHARA3TENY LULU!!!!! WAINEEECH?!!!! O 7AGRATNY BA3AD!
Lulu: jara7 bagolek shay..
Jara7: lulu feech shay?!!!! shfeeeeech?
Lulu: isma3ny..
Jara7: shfeeeech goulay?
Lulu: ilyoum re7t 3end fahad o he told me ena uhwa e7ebny o chethe!
Jara7: i7ebich?
Lulu: eeh!:)
Jara7: oo shgeltela?
Lulu: i rejected him!
Jara7: zain..?
Lulu: o 3ugob my phone 6a7 bel arth o kan my mobile 3ala your convo.
Jara7: OKAY?
Lulu: o he said things about you..
Jara7: sheru?!
Lulu: promise me ena mara7 tsawy shay!
Jara7: i promise lulu.. mara7 asawy shay wala!
Lulu: jara7 akhaf agolek!
Jara7: lulu la tkhafen ana kelmeti wa7da!
Lulu: gali ena enta no3ek le3eb oo itnam weya banat enta o 3abdala o fe sowalif i9ter madre shinu..
Jara7: really? o 9adagteh?
Lulu: i don't know jara7..
Jara7: etha kentay et3arfene 3adel chan ma 9adagteh ya lulu..
Lulu: ma gilt ene 9adagta!
Jara7: 3ayal shitfahmene ya lulu?
Lulu: madre jara7 madre.. i wanna know the truth please!
Jara7: 6ab3an la' lulu! ana mu chethe o ahali ma raboni 3ala hal 7arakat! 3abod ee ekalem banat bas wain ga3den enam ma3ahom? ahalna emrabena 3adil 3ala elsana3 o elakhlaq!:) o aham shay enech 9adagtay fahad o shakaitay fene!
Lulu: jara7 ana ma 9adagta.. bas shakait! oo 7e6 nafsik eb mokane shenu kent betsawy! lazim etshek o khu9o9an ena elkalam ele gala kan qawy jara7!
Jara7: i know ena elkalam qawi.. o your cousin fahad kelish mu bale3ny fa akeed be6ali3 3ani 7achy 3ashan iwakhrich 3ani o uhwa e7ebech ba3ad!:)
Lulu: madre jara7 madre..
Jara7: lulu sheno ma tadreen? thankyou wayed athbately enech wathqa fene:* . . itha you believe him o ma tabeny eb your life 3ady.. delete me mala da3y itkhalen 9bay le3eb o enam ma3a banat 3endich 9a7?!;D
Lulu: jara7 please la tifhamny ghala6! wala il3athem i trust you.. bas elkalam ele sema3ta kan wayed qawi, jareb 7e6 nafsik eb mokani sheno kent betsawy? jara7 i consider you one of my best friends..wala jad! i trust you 7ail... bas ham ana ensana o ashek ya3ne.. o lo ma inta it'hemny chan ma abchy men lama sima3t elsalfa lail7en:)! o chan ma yet kalamtek.. lo ma it'hemny chan sawait delete 3ala 6oul bedon tafker.. o lo ma it'hemny chan al7en we're not having this conversation!
Jara7: wait you cried?
Lulu: ee....
Jara7: 3ashani?
Lulu: ee...
Jara7: ALAH YAKHETHNY ENSHALAH!
Lulu: LAISH?! smela 3ALAIK!!!
Jara7: ALAH YEL3AN SA3TY LAISH NZALAT DAM3ETICH 3ASHANY!
Lulu: JARA7 LATGOL CHETHE PLEASE!!!!
Jara7: LULU!!!!! LA TABCHEEEN!!!!! please 3ashani!!!!!!!! la tabcheeeen, ana ma astaheel tabchen 3ashani! KHARA FENY O KHARA 3ALA ILKALAM ELE GILTA ELE BACHACH!!! o khara belzagg fahad ele 6ala3 7achy khalach tabcheeeen!!!!!!!!:")
Lulu: fahad please la tseb nafsik khala9 i'll stop crying wala, bas please!
he sent me a voicenote eghneyat tamer 7osny " ma tdama3esh ana ma astahelsh dmo3ek aghla menny "
Ahhh!;*
Lulu: jara7.. za3lan meni?:(
Jara7: la' lulu.. ana lo shenu i9er ma az3al menich;* bas next time lama tsm3en shay sida ta3alay golele.. 7achy elnas maykhale9!
Lulu: ashwa! enshalah i will;*
Jara7: 3afya... 3ayal gilteli hal dethwi e7ebich ha!
Lulu: LOOOOOOOL! this made me laugh walah, haha eeh!
Jara7: momken 6alab?
Lulu: sure?
Jara7: delete him ib bbm!
Lulu: la chena fashla jara7..
Jara7: lulu mala da3y itkhalena 3endich bbm!
Lulu: why?
Jara7: bas.. sawela delete!
Lulu: la khalah kaifa..
Jara7: lulu sawela delete!
Lulu: .... okay;/!
Jara7: good..
Lulu: shfeek?
Jara7: mafeny shay:) sawaitela delete?
Lulu: la lail7en!
Jara7: shaklech tabena!:)
Lulu: la walah mabeeh:o khala9 al7en asawela delete! shfeek faj2a 3a9abt!
Jara7: ma 3a9abt.. bas lai gitlich kelma sim3eha!
Lulu: enshalah enshalah!
Jara7: good! yala ana banam al7een goodnight!
Lulu: sweet dreams!
Jara7: thankyou!
Lulu: sure...
faj2a 3a9ab 3alay:o ... maybe he's just jealous or something! bas at the moment, wedy aro7 athba7 fahad jad jad.. 3ala halsalfa ele malha da3y ele sawaha!:) i was stupid for thinking ena he would change someday.. il3away 6oul 3omra 3away...!
I created a twitter account to keep you guys updated @Summer_Love_Kw
1- when i'll post.
2- give me ideas.
thankyou:*
Mbarak 3alaikom elshahar o 3asakom men 3awada o kel3am o entaw eb khair!;*
i really hope that you guys liked my story!x
and follow me on twitter: @Summer_Love_Kw
Thanks!x
Sorry guys la2ana i didn't post for cham youm.. bas i was kinda busy! i'm sorry again!x
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i woke up the next day wela fe million pings men fahad o jara7.. jara7 was checking on me o fahad ga3id yes2alne laish ma yetay o meta betyen o men hal 7achy..
re7t el9ala bashof meno ako belbait, bakalem ome.. wla mako a7ad! so I called my mother..
Lulu: "alo mama?"
Mama: "hala lulu"
Lulu: "mama wainech?"
Mama: " ana eb bait khaltich"
Lulu: "ah, ana awal shay baro7 elmustashfa 7ag fahad"
Mama: "ee 7ayate zain etsawen.. "
Lulu: "akalmech ba3dain"
Mama: "okay bye, derbalech.. o al7en adig 3ala elsayeg eyelich"
Lulu: "okay"
albes 3abaya 7ag elhospital wela shenu albis? iff awal mara i9er chethy:(
kaser kha6re fahad.. i decided to wear my skinny jeans and a yellow hollister tshirt and white flipflops.. o i didn't put makeup kelish o 7ata sha3re sawaita koba o meshait.. i really wanna be with fahad.. khu9o9an eb hal 7ala ele uhwa feha..
so i went to the hospital, i asked fahad which floor o which room o chethe..
Lulu: "FAHAD!!!!"
Fahad: "lulu.."
his face expressions.. 7araaam! mafe malame7, tired eyes.. mghorgen!
Lulu: "3atham alah ajrik.."
Fahad: "ajerna wajrich"
Lulu: "hathe 7ekmat raby fahad.. inshala he'll go to a better place.."
i chocked in my words, and i cried..
Fahad: " lulu.. don't cry! ana yaybech 3endy etwaseny mo etiziden ele feny "
Lulu: "i'm sorry.."
Fahad: " 3ady.. can we sit together and not talk? "
Lulu: " akeed.. "
he hugged me.. NA3AAM?! wain ga3deen? enshala maylemny!:o mu le haldaraja ya3ne! i pushed him...
Lulu: " fahad.. "
Fahad: "lulu i need you please! wala ana a7ebich lulu please!!!"
Lulu: " fahad adre enek ta3ban o 3aglek mo ma3ak.. fahad..."
Fahad: "lulu tekfain don't leave me ana a7ebich lulu"
Lulu: "fahad i'm right next to you... mane ray7a mukan!"
Fahad: " ee please sit with me male a7ad ghairich"
Lulu: "fahad latgol chethe.. ahalek kelhom ma3ak!"
Fahad: "ana baro7 elmagbara al7en eldafan"
Lulu: "oo ana wain aro7?"
Fahad: "il3aza"
Lulu: "oh ok "
Fahad: "sayegkom ta7at?"
Lulu: "eeh"
Fahad: "yala yuba..ro7ay twakelay 3ala alah"
Lulu: "enshalah"
madre shqa9da eb hal 7achy fahad.. i dont think ena men 9eja.. atwaqa3 he's stressed about his father o gam ekharbe6 bel7achy... thats all!:D *tafser men kaifi*
i went to our house.. o lebast 3abayte o i was waiting for the driver to pick me up.
jara7 bbmed me..
Jara7: "Lulu?"
Lulu: "Heey!:("
Jara7: "Shlonech?"
Lulu: "Good.. "
Jara7: "O fahad?"
Lulu: "7abeby yakser elkha6er! Jara7 latshof wayha, o gam ekharbe6 bel7achy wayed wala ga3da a7es nafsi eni retarded wana ga3da ma3ah bas jad awal mara yakser kha6re way 7ayate!;/"
Jara7: "ala i3ena. "
Lulu: "shfeek?"
Jara7: "la mafene shay"
Lulu: "haw jara7?"
Jara7: "wala mafene shay:* "
Lulu: "betro7 el3aza? "
Jara7: "ee aked inshalah.. "
Lulu: "Good!"
Jara7: "ohwa el3aza mal elreyayel yam el7areem? "
Lulu: "eeeh i think so.."
Jara7: "etha hatha 3ady ashufech?"
Lulu: "madre.. i9er khair"
Jara7: "yala i'll talk to you later"
Lulu: "Okay;*"
Jara7: ";********"
i went to el3aza.. salamt 3al kel, o i saw khalti o kelma jad kan shakelhom yakser elkha6er.. alah i3enhom inshalah.. gabel athan elmaghreb elnas bedaw iro7on.. o i went outside 3ashan bashouf jara7! we went to the backyard ya3ne kelesh mala da3i a7ad ishofna..
Lulu: "Jara7.. "
Jara7: "Hala walah!"
Lulu: "Shlonek?"
Jara7: "Tamam.. intay shlonech?"
Lulu: "Tamam.. jara7 akhaf a7ad ishofna"
Jara7: "Haw lulu shda3wa ana yay asalem 3alaich 3ady.. "
Lulu: "Madre madre..."
Jara7: "Kho mo mwa3den e7na"
Lulu: "I know.. bas elnas shegolon"
Jara7: "I7na bel backyard.. meno beshofna wela byadri 3ana?"
Fahad: "INT SHETSAWY WEYA LULU HNE!!!!?????"
Lulu: "FAHAD!!!!! "
Fahad: "ENTAY CHUUUUB WALA KELMA!!!!!"
Fahad grabbed Jara7 men dishdashta..
Fahad: "SHETSAWY MA3A BENT 3AMY MENY!?"
Jara7: "Eshfe omek ent? Hedny!!!!! "
Fahad: "7aywaaan ent mo metraby? Shetsawy ma3a bent 3amy? JAWIB LA WALA AL3AN KHAYREK!"
I started crying: "FAHAD HEDDA!!!! Wakher 3anaaaaaaaa FAHAD WAKHEEEEEEEER!!!"
Fahad: "GETLICH ENTAY EKLAY KHARA LA ATHBE7ICH ENTAY WEYA!"
Jara7: "ENT WAKHEEEEER!!!!!!!! LA O QSAMAN BELA ADOS EB BA6NEK AGOLEK WAKHER!!!!!! MANE A9GHAR 3YALEK TAMSEKNI CHETHE"
and he pushed fahad away.. o i stood between them.. "KHALA9!!!!! BAS FAHAD ROOO7!!!!"
Fahad: "I'M NOT DONE WITH YOU YET!! 7SABY WEYAK YA IBN ELKALB!!!!"
Lulu: "FAHAD KHALAAAAAAAA9!!!!!!!!!!!"
I waited for fahad 3ashan idish.. o i went with jara7..
Lulu: "i'm sorry for what happened"
Jara7: "La 3ady, walah el3athem ene saket 3ashanech o 3ashan uboh tawa metwafy wela chan walah el3athem 3alamta ishlon yet7acha weyay!"
Lulu: "Jara7 please 3ashani latsawy salfa"
Jara7: "3abalech bakhaleh? wala radla radla "
Lulu: "Jara7 please!!!!"
Jara7: "ka elsayeg wi9al.. ana baro7 elmasyad"
o ra7.. his eyes were BURNING! o ana 6ab3an met9arwe3a..
i went inside re7t 3end fahad..
Lulu: "Fahad?"
Fahad: "LULU MALI KHELGICH"
Lulu: "laish sawait chethe?"
Fahad: "SHENU HATHA GA3ID WEYACH!!!! LA O EB BAITNA BA3AD"
Lulu: "KAN BESALEM BAS!"
Fahad: "aha mashalah"
Lulu: "istaghfarlah.. "
I sat on the couch..
Fahad: "lulu i'm sorry.. i know ene 7mar bas wala madre shfene atnarfaz 3ala kelshay w 9ej ma kan la da3y yeg3ad 3endich"
Lulu: "apologise to him, enta ma 6agaitny ana... 6agaita uhwa!"
Fahad: "yakel khara"
Lulu: "3ayal laish yay itgole hal7achy dam matabe tet2asafla?"
Fahad: "uhwa elghal6an"
Lulu: " ohwa ma sawa shay"
Fahad: "la etdaf3en 3ana"
Lulu: "fahad mu ga3da adafi3 3ana, bas kelshay yen7al beltafahom.. "
Fahad sekat..
Lulu: "yala ana barou7 . . bye!"
Fahad: "taw elnass "
Lulu: "i'm tired.."
Fahad: "okay.. ma3a ilsalama"
i went back home o i texted jara7..
L : "Jarraaaaa7! "
J: " Hala "
L : "I'm sorry about today.. Jad jad wala! "
J: "La it's okay.. 9a7 ana ma kan elmafroth ashofich mene! bas makan la da3y esawy kel hal show.. lay7aseb ene etha sikat ya3ne khayif mena.. wallah ala ya3lam ana shenu agdar awadeh eb diwahy! bas wallah shofay.. WALLAH ene saket 3alashanech! "
WAAAAY!!!! mo RAYYAAAAAAAAAL?!
L: " 3aazzz alah shaneek!! thankyou jara7!!!!:* wala your attitude kan 7adda (y)! you did the right thing! "
J: " o khal ye7terem nafsa.. "
L: "he will 9adegny! "
J: "good.. "
L: "so.. "
J: "amray?;* "
L: "may2amer 3alaik 3adu!x"
J: "shbaghaitay?;*"
L: "nothing.. a7es men ziman ma kalamtek!;p"
J: "ahahah eeh! shrayech tyeen baitna?"
L: "LOL! na3am??? why:o?"
J: "7age o 7ag jana "
L: "la fashla.."
J: "halweekend mako shalaih 9a7?"
L: "la akeed mako!"
J: "3ayal mita itro7on?"
L: "madre 3ugob shahar? madre.. a9lan 7ata we're not going to travel!"
J: " ULLAH! o sh9ar 3ala sara? betrid?"
L: "ga3den edigon 3alaihom bas ma yalge6 fa madre;s"
J: "weeh!"
L: "eeh!"
J: "ma geltlich ene 7alman feech?"
L: "haha shenu 7alman?"
J: "madre bas kan 7elm 7elo.."
L: "ohh x_x!"
J: "yala ana banam al7een.. "
L: "goodnight!x sweet dreams!"
J: "yala 7eta entay namay;p"
L: "enshalah!:*"
2 weeks passed... o 3ilaqty eb fahad ga3da it9er a7san men awal eb WAYED eye baitna o chethe.. o ana o jarra7 ga3den en9er close 7ail.. we talk 24/7! he tells me everything o ana ba3ad.. o lama a6la3 mokan chethe kela eye 3ashan ashoufa! he's so cute wala.. kelyoum yukbar eb 3aine azyad.. Ya3ne he's like; MY NEW BEST FRIEND!:*
* SHORT POST I KNOW! o mafe events wayed:( i'm sorry guys! bas wala i'm so busy i have exams.. makhtha 9aifi o lazem adris!:( I'm sorry again! I love you guys! I'll try to post kel ma agdar!:* *
i woke up the next day o ana lama mobiley.. ya3ne le hal daraja mestansa:p ahaha!
Lulu: GOODMORNING!!!!!!! Sorry nemt bedon la a7es;p
Jara7: Goodmorning;* la its okay.. 9a7 ilnoum;p
Lulu: 9a7 ebdenk!
Jara7: Ha lail7en belshalaih?
Lulu: eee! ba3d shway my cousin betsafer:(:(
Jara7: sarah?
Lulu: yupp!!! betsafer now, o baro7laha akher elshahar;p
Jara7: wain?
Lulu: london!
Jara7: maybe enro7!
Lulu: 9eeeej!?:o enshala itha re7na etro7on!!!:D
Jara7: akhaf itmelen meni;p
Lulu: LOOL! la shda3wa amel menek:p haha!
Jara7: LOOL!:p
wayy ishaweggg!:( kel digega aro7 his profile o ashouf his dp! jad mashala mashala ghamazta!x
sara came to shalaihna wehya mayta bachy..
Lulu: SARRAAAA SHFEEEEEEEEECH?!!!!!!!!
Sara: *sniff sniff* mabe asafer!! mara7 ashofich 3 weeks:'(
Lulu: -.-
Sara: Wala i'll miss you!!!:'( al7en benro7 elairport:(
Lulu: ANA AKTHAR WALAAA!!!!! take care babe!!!x bayelich 3ugob cham youm;*
Sara: enshallaaaah!!!!:(:( wa9leni elma6ar?
Lulu: uboch ele besogg..
Sara: ee 9aaaaa7!:'( way 7asafa!!! 7edrayy mala da3y teg3den
Lulu: ee wai3 men 9ejich ajabel salma;p?
Sara: 3ashan itqetheeeech!
Lulu: male khelg'ha jad.. ba7der 3ugbich!
Sara: okay bye:(! I LOVE YOUU;*
Lulu: I love you much more!!!!
Sara hugged me o ra7at......
I'm all alone now. . .
I called my mother o i FINALLY conviced her 3ashan na7der..
i texted jara7.. : " jara7 BA7DER!!!!!:D "
Jara7: ohhhh finally!!!! a7saleeeeeech wala teg3den belshalaih bro7ech shetsaween;p
Lulu: yeah bethab6!;p
Jara7: meta bta7dren?
Lulu: now... a7e6 aghrathy o ba7der;p
Jara7: etha wi9altay golele..
Lulu: okay;*
he's cute! jad... ya3ne i have friends 9bayan, bas ma7ad fehom i3amelny chethe, he's different..
i finished packing o i went outside... shift salma o fahad, they waved ena yaboni ayelhom..
so re7tlhom..
Salma: 7abebtich ra7at
Lulu: huh?
Fahad: qa9dha 3an sara *laughs*
Lulu: haha..
Salma: 3ad al7een shlon bet3eshen bedon sara? ga3da belshalaih chethe
Lulu: latkhafen 3alay ba7dir..
Fahad: bta7dreen? why?
Lulu: bas ma3indy shay asaweh meni..
Fahad: betyen next weekend?
Lulu: ee bashof 3ala 7asab my friend
Salma: ay friend?
Lulu: wa7da mat3arfenha..
Salma: yam shalaihna?
Fahad: ay friend lulu?
Lulu: haw mala da3e aftha7 elbent ya3ne, gilt lekom my friend o bas..
Fahad: ok men benta?
Lulu: ta7qeeq? ka wi9al elsayeq.. i have to go barid baitna:D
and i walked away.. wai3 jad male khelg 7anat'hom, rekabt ilsayara...
88.8 men laheeb elshoug;* ahh!
i told eldriver to raise the volume... mazaaj!
fahad texted me... : mala da3i ele sawaiteh
lulu: shsawait?
fahad: salfat your friend?
lulu: ma3teqed gelt shay ghala6? fahad shfeek ga3ed itsawy salfa 3ala kelshay?
fahad: ya3ne ana bas sa2altich men benta.. shda3wa ma taben itgolen?
lulu: o laish tabe et3aref? tabe takh6ebha ya3ne? god fahad khala9!
fahad: i'm sorry etha athaitich.. lulu i missed our old days!
lulu: old days?
fahad: lama kena 7ail close weya ba3ath . . . .
lulu: ohh!
fahad: abe arid close weyach nafs gabel nafs awal!
lulu: fahad.. enta fachait faj'a 3ugob hathek elsalfa elsakhefa ele kelish ma kan la da3y tez3al 3alaiha o ma kalamtny 3ashanha 2 years... o bas a9lan ana kubart went kubart o methel ma gilt hathak AWAL!;p
fahad: kan i7egly az3al.
lulu: tiz3al .. okay! bas mo 2 years.. ma tkalemny 2 years o ba3dain faj'a itye itkalemny o tabe t3arif kelshay 3ani o tgoli latro7en chethe o latsawen chethe.. ana mu li3ba fahad! o zain mene i accepted you 3ugob elmathala ile 9aratle menek!:D
fahad: i'm sorry..
lulu: haha...t'akhart!;p
fahad: aby araje3 kelshay nafs gabel... i'll try my best!
lulu: goodluck.
fahad: :)
yable ela39ab jad jad... i need sarah ehya elwa7eda ele 7asaa fene:(!
wedy akalem jara7.. bas i don't know sheno agola.. mabe age6 nafse 3alaih wayed wala abe a9er nafsiya weyah.. i dont know what to do!:(
my old friends galaw yabon ye6li3on... because we didn't see eachother men ziman o i said ok, ma 3endy sheghel.. i decided to wear a baby pink top, o jeans.. chanel blue bag, melissa shoes, straightened my hair, o re7t amur wa7da men my friends;p
Dina: LULU!!!!!!!! i missed you yalga63a matbayneeeen:o wainech shda3wa ma tis2leeeeen!
Lulu: HIIIII! i missed you even more! ehehe shway shway 3alay;p ... mawjoda entay laish ma tis2len?
Dina: an6erech!
Lulu: hahaha:p
o we started chatting about everything... dina was a good friend to me, kan wedy agolaha 3an jara7.. bas ya3ne a7es mala da3y o a9lan ma 9ar shay 3ashan agolaha..
we went to slider station.. salamt 3ala elbanat, they were yemken 10? o they started talking about guys kelwa7da ga3da tet7acha 3an her boyfriend..
#1: ha lulu?;p
lulu: hallaa?
#1: shakhbar your boyfriend?;)
lulu: i dont even have one
#2: haw shfeeeech ma tadren lulu sharefat roma *laughs*
#1: ee mashala 3alaiha
lulu: lat7ekonha;p
#1: haw shda3wa 3a9abtay ga3den netghashmar..
lulu: okay. . .
#2: la 3ad jad lulu taben a36ech wa7ed ma76?
lulu: la mashkora..
#1: wala 7ata ana 3endy 7elwen wala ye9l7on lech
lulu: way mashala bass! mabe!!!
#2: way way shofaw shofaw ele yayen al7een, kelhom eyanenon bas fe wa7ed ele labis polo shirt o short baij ele emsawy tan bo ghamazat way jameel!
lafait wayhe wela its jarra7! i was shocked 3ala mestansa, madre akalma bbm? madre madre.. tana7t.
#2: 6a3 lulu shlon tane7at
#1: lulu tabena? wala agom akheth his pin 7agech
lulu: KHALAAAAAAA9!!!!!!!!! bas jad lawa3taw chabdi shut the fuck up!!!! bas!!!!
#1: haw shfeeeeech? shda3wa lulu ga3den netghashmar
lulu: tghashmraw bro7kom bas!!!!
#2: lwailo sorry wala bas netghashmar..
lulu: kelshay lah 7dod.. o ps 9otkom kan 7ail 3aly mala da3y ya3ne!
Dina: bas khala9..
jara7 saw me o tana7.. he was with his friends 7ata 3abood ma kan weyah! a7esa igoul hathe eb kel mokan ashofha?:p
jara7 texted me.. : slider?
lulu: i saw you.
jara7: akhh;*
lulu: hmm?
jara7: lol wala shay.. shyaybech?;p
lulu: with my oldies! you?
jara7: walah yuwa3a chan enye:p
lulu: ahaha bel3afyaaa!!!:*
jara7: alah e3afeeech;*
lulu: yala akhalek weya rab3ek..
jara7: shaklech em3a9ba 3ala rab3ech w malech khelg'hom:p
lulu: LOOOOL!!!! uff 7adyy, shdarak?
jara7: i know you;)
lulu: la jad jad;p
jara7: embayen men wayhech;p
lulu: LOOL fashla:o! tetwaqa3 la7ethaw ele ma3ay?
jara7: ele e3arfich 3adil methly ela7eth;)
lulu: mashala 3alaaaaik!!;p
jara7: ahaha! yala wi9al akelkom, eklay bel3afyaa i'll talk to you later!!:*
lulu: OKAAAY!!!;*
kel degega e6ale3ny o yeth7ak ma3a his deep ghamazat!!!:*
Dina: lwailo mobilech ga3id ihiz..
Lulu: way fahad.. male khelg!
Dina: 7aram shofay sheno yabe?
Lulu: huff ok!:(
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lulu: hala fahad?
fahad: lulu!!!! i need you!
lulu: fahad shfeek?
fahad: lulu i NEED YOU!!!!
lulu: fahad SHFEEEK!???
fahad: uboy!
lulu: SHFEEEEEH?
fahad: lulu uboy tewafa eb 7adeth!
lulu: SHENOOO!!!!???? METAA? FAHAD WHERE ARE YOU?!!!!!!
fahad: mustashfa.. Lulu i NEED YOU please!
lulu: is this a joke fahad?
fahad: DO I LOOK LIKE I'M JOKING LULU?!!!!!!!!
lulu: fahad i'm sorry! ay mostashfa fahad?
fahad: ameri..
lulu: al7eeen ayelek!
lulu: excuse me guys..
all: 3ala wain???!
lulu: i have to go... dina do you have a ride?
dina: ee don't worry about me, bas shfeech?
lulu: nothing .. nothing!
i was shocked.. i didn't know shagol ya3ne... tears started to fall from my eyes.. gumt o 6ala3t bara barid elbait.. hoping ena elsayeq ma ra7!
jara7 faz...! he pinged me..
lulu: hala?
jara7: wainech?
lulu: bara!
after 15 seconds he came..
jara7: LULU SHFEEEECH TABCHEEEEN????!!!!
lulu: jara7! obo fahad tewafa!
jara7: la 7awla wala quwata ela belaaah!
lulu: jara7 fahad ana mo mkalmeta 9arli 2 years tawa ga3id igoli i need you jara7 7ail kesar kha6ry! o gabelha kent met'hawsha weyah *sniff sniff*
jara7: lulu la tabchen haday... its not your fault.. waina uhwa?
i started crying harder.. : jara7 wala i dont know what to do aro7la elmustashfa wela la?
jara7: la tro7en shofay elsa3a cham lulu ro7ela bacher
lulu: bas ana gitla ena baye
jara7: la etro7en lulu! la tabchen 3ashani.. emshay ana awa9lech elbait
lulu: la i called sayeqna
jara7: sayeqkome m6awel emshay ana age6ech baitkom, mara7 asawy fech shay latkhafen
lulu: i know jara7..
jara7: lulu, listen to me... hatha 7al eldenya.. نحن في الحياة ضيوف و ما على الضيوف الا الرحيل ;') o ubo fahad went to a better place, uhwa al7en 3end rabba.. lulu don't cry 3ashany!;'*
lulu: 9a7... bas ya3ne!
jara7: ushush! emshay age6ech baitkom erta7ay o tomorrow ro7ela..
lulu: 7ade meftashla mena jara7
jara7: lulu lo entay tadren ena chethe be9er chan ma t'hawashtay ma3ah.. o plus uhwa nesa elsalfa 3ashan chethe galech.. ena ... he ... 3ashan chethe galech ena yabech etyela!
i nodded.. a7es kalama raya7ne ma3ana ma gal shay kelish.. o a7esa yekrah fahad madre laish.. bas ya3ne kefaya ena ohwa ele ga3ad ehadeny.. specially ena i have feelings for him fa ya3ne a7es madry.. wanasa!
rekabna his car, awkward silence 6ool el6ireej.. kel digega elef he checks on me...
i started thinking ena ghala6 ele sawaita enshala ma arkab weyah elsayara?
a7es ina it feels good o bad at the same time... madre!
we9alna my house.. 6ab3an i gave him the address!
nezal he opened the car door..
jara7: yala nizlay!
lulu: mashkor jara7... for everything, ta3abtek weyay!
jara7: ushh! latgolen chethe, ay wagt etha te7tajaine i'll be right back at you! enshala lo ana belkhafjy wentay eb slider walah ayelich..
lulu smiled..
jara7: yala dikhlay o deray balech 3ala nafsich!
lulu: enshalah!
jara7 smiled, gabel la yerkab elsayara nadaita.. : jaraaaa7!
jara7: hala
lulu: 7ata enta.. derbalek 3ala nafsek please!
jara7 smiled; men 3yoone!
you know el butterflies ele et9er eb your stomache lama i9er mawaqif chethe ma3a a7ad it7ebena?
aaaah!!! bas i wanted to cry at the same time 3ala fahad, a9lan 9a7 kalama mala da3y ana bent ebro7y ray7a elhospital.. il9eb7 ra7 ashofa! ra7 aro7la elhospital or bait'hom or wherever he was..
alah i3adeha 3ala khayr.
Hey guys.... i know ilposts shway kharbo6a ya3ne ba3th elmarat akteb " in lulu's mind " o ba3th elmarat at7acha chena i'm lulu .... i'll begin writing chena i'm lulu a7san!
and thanks!x
