Summer love (Part 4)

i woke up the next day o ana lama mobiley.. ya3ne le hal daraja mestansa:p ahaha!

Lulu: GOODMORNING!!!!!!! Sorry nemt bedon la a7es;p
Jara7: Goodmorning;* la its okay.. 9a7 ilnoum;p
Lulu: 9a7 ebdenk!
Jara7: Ha lail7en belshalaih?
Lulu: eee! ba3d shway my cousin betsafer:(:(
Jara7: sarah?
Lulu: yupp!!! betsafer now, o baro7laha akher elshahar;p
Jara7: wain?
Lulu: london!
Jara7: maybe enro7!
Lulu: 9eeeej!?:o enshala itha re7na etro7on!!!:D
Jara7: akhaf itmelen meni;p
Lulu: LOOL! la shda3wa amel menek:p haha!
Jara7: LOOL!:p

wayy ishaweggg!:( kel digega aro7 his profile o ashouf his dp! jad mashala mashala ghamazta!x

sara came to shalaihna wehya mayta bachy..
Lulu: SARRAAAA SHFEEEEEEEEECH?!!!!!!!!
Sara: *sniff sniff* mabe asafer!! mara7 ashofich 3 weeks:'(
Lulu: -.-
Sara: Wala i'll miss you!!!:'( al7en benro7 elairport:(
Lulu: ANA AKTHAR WALAAA!!!!! take care babe!!!x bayelich 3ugob cham youm;*
Sara: enshallaaaah!!!!:(:( wa9leni elma6ar?
Lulu: uboch ele besogg..
Sara: ee 9aaaaa7!:'( way 7asafa!!! 7edrayy mala da3y teg3den
Lulu: ee wai3 men 9ejich ajabel salma;p?
Sara: 3ashan itqetheeeech!
Lulu: male khelg'ha jad.. ba7der 3ugbich!
Sara: okay bye:(! I LOVE YOUU;*
Lulu: I love you much more!!!!

Sara hugged me o ra7at......

I'm all alone now. . .

I called my mother o i FINALLY conviced her 3ashan na7der..

i texted jara7.. : " jara7 BA7DER!!!!!:D "
Jara7: ohhhh finally!!!! a7saleeeeeech wala teg3den belshalaih bro7ech shetsaween;p
Lulu: yeah bethab6!;p
Jara7: meta bta7dren?
Lulu: now... a7e6 aghrathy o ba7der;p
Jara7: etha wi9altay golele..
Lulu: okay;*

he's cute! jad... ya3ne i have friends 9bayan, bas ma7ad fehom i3amelny chethe, he's different..

i finished packing o i went outside... shift salma o fahad, they waved ena yaboni ayelhom..
so re7tlhom..

Salma: 7abebtich ra7at
Lulu: huh?
Fahad: qa9dha 3an sara *laughs*
Lulu: haha..
Salma: 3ad al7een shlon bet3eshen bedon sara? ga3da belshalaih chethe
Lulu: latkhafen 3alay ba7dir..
Fahad: bta7dreen? why?
Lulu: bas ma3indy shay asaweh meni..
Fahad: betyen next weekend?
Lulu: ee bashof 3ala 7asab my friend
Salma: ay friend?
Lulu: wa7da mat3arfenha..
Salma: yam shalaihna?
Fahad: ay friend lulu?
Lulu: haw mala da3e aftha7 elbent ya3ne, gilt lekom my friend o bas..
Fahad: ok men benta?
Lulu: ta7qeeq? ka wi9al elsayeq.. i have to go barid baitna:D

and i walked away.. wai3 jad male khelg 7anat'hom, rekabt ilsayara...

88.8 men laheeb elshoug;* ahh!

i told eldriver to raise the volume... mazaaj!

fahad texted me... : mala da3i ele sawaiteh

lulu:  shsawait?
fahad: salfat your friend?
lulu: ma3teqed gelt shay ghala6? fahad shfeek ga3ed itsawy salfa 3ala kelshay?
fahad: ya3ne ana bas sa2altich men benta.. shda3wa ma taben itgolen?
lulu: o laish tabe et3aref? tabe takh6ebha ya3ne? god fahad khala9!
fahad: i'm sorry etha athaitich.. lulu i missed our old days!
lulu: old days?
fahad: lama kena 7ail close weya ba3ath . . . .
lulu: ohh!
fahad: abe arid close weyach nafs gabel nafs awal!
lulu: fahad.. enta fachait faj'a 3ugob hathek elsalfa elsakhefa ele kelish ma kan la da3y tez3al 3alaiha o ma kalamtny 3ashanha 2 years... o bas a9lan ana kubart went kubart o methel ma gilt hathak AWAL!;p
fahad: kan i7egly az3al.
lulu: tiz3al .. okay! bas mo 2 years.. ma tkalemny 2 years o ba3dain faj'a itye itkalemny o tabe t3arif kelshay 3ani o tgoli latro7en chethe o latsawen chethe.. ana mu li3ba fahad! o zain mene i accepted you 3ugob elmathala ile 9aratle menek!:D
fahad: i'm sorry..
lulu: haha...t'akhart!;p
fahad: aby araje3 kelshay nafs gabel... i'll try my best!
lulu: goodluck.
fahad: :)

yable ela39ab jad jad... i need sarah ehya elwa7eda ele 7asaa fene:(!
wedy akalem jara7.. bas i don't know sheno agola.. mabe age6 nafse 3alaih wayed wala abe a9er nafsiya weyah.. i dont know what to do!:(


my old friends galaw yabon ye6li3on... because we didn't see eachother men ziman o i said ok, ma 3endy sheghel.. i decided to wear a baby pink top, o jeans.. chanel blue bag, melissa shoes, straightened my hair, o re7t amur wa7da men my friends;p

Dina: LULU!!!!!!!! i missed you yalga63a matbayneeeen:o wainech shda3wa ma tis2leeeeen!
Lulu: HIIIII! i missed you even more! ehehe shway shway 3alay;p ... mawjoda entay laish ma tis2len?
Dina: an6erech!
Lulu: hahaha:p

o we started chatting about everything... dina was a good friend to me, kan wedy agolaha 3an jara7.. bas ya3ne a7es mala da3y o a9lan ma 9ar shay 3ashan agolaha..

we went to slider station.. salamt 3ala elbanat, they were yemken 10? o they started talking about guys kelwa7da ga3da tet7acha 3an her boyfriend..

#1: ha lulu?;p
lulu: hallaa?
#1: shakhbar your boyfriend?;)
lulu:  i dont even have one
#2: haw shfeeeech ma tadren lulu sharefat roma *laughs*
#1:  ee mashala 3alaiha
lulu: lat7ekonha;p
#1: haw shda3wa 3a9abtay ga3den netghashmar..
lulu: okay. . .
#2: la 3ad jad lulu taben a36ech wa7ed ma76?
lulu: la mashkora..
#1: wala 7ata ana 3endy 7elwen wala ye9l7on lech
lulu: way mashala bass! mabe!!!
#2: way way shofaw shofaw ele yayen al7een, kelhom eyanenon bas fe wa7ed ele labis polo shirt o short baij ele emsawy tan bo ghamazat way jameel!

lafait wayhe wela its jarra7! i was shocked 3ala mestansa, madre akalma bbm? madre madre.. tana7t.

#2: 6a3 lulu shlon tane7at
#1: lulu tabena? wala agom akheth his pin 7agech
lulu: KHALAAAAAAA9!!!!!!!!! bas jad lawa3taw chabdi shut the fuck up!!!! bas!!!!
#1: haw shfeeeeech? shda3wa lulu ga3den netghashmar
lulu: tghashmraw bro7kom bas!!!!
#2: lwailo sorry wala bas netghashmar..
lulu: kelshay lah 7dod.. o ps 9otkom kan 7ail 3aly mala da3y ya3ne!
Dina: bas khala9..

jara7 saw me o tana7.. he was with his friends 7ata 3abood ma kan weyah! a7esa igoul hathe eb kel mokan ashofha?:p

jara7 texted me.. : slider?
lulu: i saw you.
jara7: akhh;*
lulu: hmm?
jara7: lol wala shay.. shyaybech?;p
lulu: with my oldies! you?
jara7: walah yuwa3a chan enye:p
lulu: ahaha bel3afyaaa!!!:*
jara7: alah e3afeeech;*
lulu: yala akhalek weya rab3ek..
jara7: shaklech em3a9ba 3ala rab3ech w malech khelg'hom:p
lulu: LOOOOL!!!! uff 7adyy, shdarak?
jara7: i know you;)
lulu: la jad jad;p
jara7: embayen men wayhech;p
lulu: LOOL fashla:o! tetwaqa3 la7ethaw ele ma3ay?
jara7: ele e3arfich 3adil methly ela7eth;)
lulu: mashala 3alaaaaik!!;p
jara7: ahaha! yala wi9al akelkom, eklay bel3afyaa i'll talk to you later!!:*
lulu: OKAAAY!!!;*

kel degega e6ale3ny o yeth7ak ma3a his deep ghamazat!!!:*

Dina: lwailo mobilech ga3id ihiz..
Lulu: way fahad.. male khelg!
Dina: 7aram shofay sheno yabe?
Lulu: huff ok!:(

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lulu:  hala fahad?
fahad: lulu!!!! i need you!
lulu: fahad shfeek?
fahad: lulu i NEED YOU!!!!
lulu: fahad SHFEEEK!???
fahad: uboy!
lulu: SHFEEEEEH?
fahad: lulu uboy tewafa eb 7adeth!
lulu: SHENOOO!!!!???? METAA? FAHAD WHERE ARE YOU?!!!!!!
fahad: mustashfa.. Lulu i NEED YOU please!
lulu: is this a joke fahad?
fahad: DO I LOOK LIKE I'M JOKING LULU?!!!!!!!!
lulu: fahad i'm sorry! ay mostashfa fahad?
fahad: ameri..
lulu: al7eeen ayelek!

lulu: excuse me guys..
all: 3ala wain???!
lulu: i have to go... dina do you have a ride?
dina: ee don't worry about me, bas shfeech?
lulu: nothing .. nothing!

i was shocked.. i didn't know shagol ya3ne... tears started to fall from my eyes.. gumt o 6ala3t bara barid elbait.. hoping ena elsayeq ma ra7!

jara7 faz...! he pinged me..

lulu: hala?
jara7: wainech?
lulu: bara!

after 15 seconds he came..

jara7: LULU SHFEEEECH TABCHEEEEN????!!!!
lulu: jara7! obo fahad tewafa!
jara7: la 7awla wala quwata ela belaaah!
lulu: jara7 fahad ana mo mkalmeta 9arli 2 years tawa ga3id igoli i need you jara7 7ail kesar kha6ry! o gabelha kent met'hawsha weyah *sniff sniff*
jara7: lulu la tabchen haday... its not your fault.. waina uhwa?

i started crying harder.. : jara7 wala i dont know what to do aro7la elmustashfa wela la?
jara7: la tro7en shofay elsa3a cham lulu ro7ela bacher
lulu: bas ana gitla ena baye
jara7: la etro7en lulu! la tabchen 3ashani.. emshay ana awa9lech elbait
lulu: la i called sayeqna
jara7: sayeqkome m6awel emshay ana age6ech baitkom, mara7 asawy fech shay latkhafen
lulu: i know jara7..
jara7: lulu, listen to me... hatha 7al eldenya.. نحن في الحياة ضيوف و ما على الضيوف الا الرحيل ;') o ubo fahad went to a better place, uhwa al7en 3end rabba.. lulu don't cry 3ashany!;'*
lulu: 9a7... bas ya3ne!
jara7: ushush! emshay age6ech baitkom erta7ay o tomorrow ro7ela..
lulu: 7ade meftashla mena jara7
jara7: lulu lo entay tadren ena chethe be9er chan ma t'hawashtay ma3ah.. o plus uhwa nesa elsalfa 3ashan chethe galech.. ena ...  he ... 3ashan chethe galech ena yabech etyela!

i nodded.. a7es kalama raya7ne ma3ana ma gal shay kelish.. o a7esa yekrah fahad madre laish.. bas ya3ne kefaya ena ohwa ele ga3ad ehadeny.. specially ena i have feelings for him fa ya3ne a7es madry.. wanasa!

rekabna his car, awkward silence 6ool el6ireej.. kel digega elef he checks on me...

i started thinking ena ghala6 ele sawaita enshala ma arkab weyah elsayara?

a7es ina it feels good o bad at the same time... madre!

we9alna my house.. 6ab3an i gave him the address!

nezal he opened the car door..

jara7: yala nizlay!
lulu: mashkor jara7... for everything, ta3abtek weyay!
jara7: ushh! latgolen chethe, ay wagt etha te7tajaine i'll be right back at you! enshala lo ana belkhafjy wentay eb slider walah ayelich..
lulu smiled..
jara7: yala dikhlay o deray balech 3ala nafsich!
lulu:  enshalah!
jara7 smiled, gabel la yerkab elsayara nadaita.. : jaraaaa7!
jara7: hala
lulu: 7ata enta.. derbalek 3ala nafsek please!
jara7 smiled; men 3yoone!

you know el butterflies ele et9er eb your stomache lama i9er mawaqif chethe ma3a a7ad it7ebena?
aaaah!!! bas i wanted to cry at the same time 3ala fahad, a9lan 9a7 kalama mala da3y ana bent ebro7y ray7a elhospital.. il9eb7 ra7 ashofa! ra7 aro7la elhospital or bait'hom or wherever he was..

alah i3adeha 3ala khayr.