Summer love (Part 6)

today i decided to go to the avenues il9eb7, aby akhethly cham shaghla o wedy atrayag.. ma gelt 7ag wala wa7da men my friends kan wedy aro7 ebro7i..
i decided to wear my skinny jeans, ruffle black top, and my melissa shoes!
put on some makeup methel kelmara.. o my hair sawaita messy bun o 7a6ait my armany sunglasses on my head.
i texted jara7 o geltla ene barou7 avenues, i3a9eb etha ri7t mokan o ma geltla!

Lulu: goodmorning! omw to the avenues:D
Jara7: yalah 9uba7 khair.. il sa3a 10 avenues?;p
Lulu: hahah eeh gabel la iyon ilnas barou7 atrayag o akhethly cham shaghla w arid!
Jara7: weya meno betro7en?
Lulu: alone!
Jara7: 3afwan?
Lulu: haha wala jad, mafe a7ad fathy el9eb7!
Jara7: la yuba mafe avenues ebro7eh ana babadil o bayey!
Lulu: teg3ad ma3ay?:o
Jara7: eeh 3ayal ag3ad bro7e?
Lulu: okay...
Jara7: la yuba men 9ejich ag3ad weyach.. bas barou7 3ashan at6aman 3alaich;p
Lulu: eeh w ana agoul:p
Jara7: yala ana batsaba7 o babadel o bayelich!
Lulu: okay:*

we9alt avenues, re7t akheth aghrathy.. o ba3dain re7t chocolatebar!
i ordered pink pasta with extra extra extra cheese! yumm... with pepsi!

......: "LULU!!!!:o"
Lulu: "LAMA!!"
Lama: *hugs me* shlonech shakhbarich? min ziman 3anech walhana 3alaich!
Lulu: *fake smile* hala walah, tamam entay shlonech? haha eeh 7ada..
Lama: yaya ebro7ech mene?
Lulu: eeh, wintay?
Lama: eeh!
Lulu: ohh!
Lama: 3ayal khsoh khal neg3ad weya ba3ath!
Lulu: ee yala!

*Lama? hmm.. bekhti9ar she's a BITCH! no3ha kela itfareg rabe3 o kela etsawy mashakel o two faced jedamich shay oo warach shay thany! i hate her o mabe a7tak feha kelish! w 9aratle sowalif wayed menha!*

she started talking about her life o kelshay..

Lama: lulu?
Lulu: hala?
Lama: adre ena i'm not your favorite person, o adre ena wayed 9aratlich sowalif mene o adri ena makhtha fekra 3ane ghala6 7ail.. bas wala ana tghayart! 3ugob ma tewafa uboy i changed wala, i'm a whole new person now..!
Lulu: hmm... wala madre shagolech lama!
Lama: la itgolen shay.. i'll prove it to you ma3a elayam walla!
Lulu: okay

7aram.. yemken tghayerat 9ej? who knows.

Lama: lulu! shofay hatha ele tawa dash.. ishaweg! kahu kahu shofeh mar yamna!
Lulu: ee.. wayed ishaweg!
Lama: waaay zouqa! ya bakht ra3yat elne9eb walah..
Lulu: hahah!
Lama: wedy ayeb rasa.. shrayech?
Lulu: kaifich : )
Lama: haw shfech tnarfaztay?
Lulu: ma tnarfazt.. bas kelish mo no3y sowalif chethe
Lama: ee ok bas ga3da agolech ena 7ilu ya3ne!
Lulu: ee i can see that...
Lama: ana baro7 el7amam at3adal 7aga!
Lulu: haha alah ma3ach!

BITCH! wai3... okay; let me talk about JARA7 shway! he was wearing his red and white abercrombie tshirt, o kan labis short baij.. abercromie brown flip flops! o his fierce perfume, akhh! jad jad he's killing me! kan ga3id bel6awla ele jedamy.. 3ugob mara7at lama he smiled o his dimples 6la3aw!

I smiled back o kent mesta7ya, madri laish i always avoid eye contacting with him! aste7e..
he came to my table.. " gelteli mafe a7ad weyach "
Lulu: wala sheft'ha faj2a o galat eb teg3ad weyay!
kent ga3da atlafat ashof etha yat Lama wela la..
Lulu: jara7 please roo7 mala da3y itshofek weyay!
Jara7: 3adi shinu ya3ne golelaha hatha my cousin!
Lulu: la' jara7 please rou7 ala ekhalek!
Jara7: ha! lulu ishfeech 3ady golelaha ana your cousin!
Lulu: jara7 please kahe yat ala ekhalek rou7 please jara7!
Jara7: enzain enzain!

Lama radat.. " ha shlon shakle"
Lulu: mashala 3alaich jamela :)
Lama: adre.. way lulu shofeeh he lit up his cigarettes ma3a il serious look!
Lulu: wai3 akrah ele idakhnon..
Lama: way chan zain lo ana his cigarettes kel digega a7osh his lips akhaih!
Lulu: wai3 lama.. o ba3dain he throws you away o edos 3alaich:D
Lama: wai3 lwailo kelish matshaj3en 3ala halsowalif!
Lulu: haha a7san :) .. anyways ana now bamshy! lazim arou7 bait khalte..
Lama: oh okay, o ana ban6er my friend teyeli meni.. mane mashya ela lama hal 7ilu yamshy!
Lulu: well... goodluck weyah!:)
Lama: thanks! nice to see you lulu, khalena inshofich mo teg63en..
Lulu: ee enshalah!

o 6ala3t bara, his eyes followed me.....

mobiley gam ihiz wela its jara7..

Jara7: ha wain wain ray7a?!
Lulu: 3end my cousin!
Jara7: oo laish ma gelteli?
Lulu: i'm sorry tawa galoli ena arou7!
Jara7: aha!
Lulu: sorry:( wala tawa galoly!
Jara7:  la its okay.. bas next time golele!
Lulu: enshalah;*
Jara7: 3afya<3
Lulu: :* , 6ala3t men avenues?
Jara7: eeh avenues yin3af bedonich hahah;p
Lulu: hahah adre:D! la jk jk, wain bitrou7?
Jara7: barou7 3end 3baid..
Lulu: salem 3alaih;p
Jara7: yo9al enshalah! legait rab3y eb avenues, akalmech ba3dain! mala da3y ishofon mobiley o yelgony ga3id akalmech!
Lulu: OKAY!:*

RAYAAL!!!! ma yabe a7ad ishofa ikalemny:( iyaneeenn wala!

i texted fahad: " im coming!!!:D "
Fahad: waiting!;p
Lulu: yala yala ana bara!
Fahad: okay!

he opened the door.. "HALA BILZAIN!"
Lulu: FAHOOOOOOOOOOOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *big smile*
Fahad: ha shfeech wayed mestansa;p
Lulu: 7aram elwa7ed yestanis?
Fahad: la la estansay!
Lulu: so... shbensawy elyoum:D
Fahad: bakalmech eb mawtho3!
Lulu: sure fahad.. whats wrong?
Fahad: la maku shay.. bas emshay dari!
Lulu: okay!


Fahad: lulu..
Lulu: fahad shfeek khara3tny?
Fahad: lulu.. ana...
Lulu: fahad shfeek? shemsawy?:o enta shenu?
Fahad: lulu tathkren lama bel mustashfa lama ga3adt agolech ene...!
Lulu: ee i remember..
Fahad: lulu.. i do!

I was shocked... i mean, i didn't see that coming!

Lulu: fahad la you don't e7na cousins o eb 7esbat ekhwan!
Fahad: lulu ana magdar a3aned e7sasy!
Lulu: fahad enta methel ukhoy!
Fahad: lulu ana a7ebich! men ziman..
Lulu: 7abetek el3afya fahad.. bas sorry i can't!
Fahad: laish you can't? fe a7ad thany eb 7ayatech?
Lulu: la mafe a7ad eb 7ayate.. i'm not ready for a relationship oo a9lan ana mu no3y akalem.
Fahad: shenu you're not ready? lulu ana abech zawaj! ma gilt a7ebech 3ashan al3ab!
Lulu: i know ena ma giltle enek et7ebny 3ashan tel3ab, bas i dont want to fahad.. ma7eb! mo no3y!
Fahad: ya3ne you rejected me..
Lulu: fahad ana ma agdar akon weyak akthar men friends aw cousins aw brothers! magdar isma7ly..

sa7abny 9oba 7ail o gali: "EEEE LAISH LULU LAAISH?!!!!!!"
Lulu: fahad please hedny!
he started screaming: LULU LAISH MA TABENY?!!! FE A7AD THANY EB 7AYATECH? LAISHHH?! ANA SHFENYYY?!!!
Lulu: ma gilt ena feek shay.. bas sorry fahad magdar magdar!

he started shaking me o ga3ad yis2alny "LAISH LULU LAISH!!! LAZIM FE SIBAB!"

mobiley 6a7 belarth o fahad nizal yabi eyeba wela ishof...

Fahad: ahh al7een 3araft laish:)
Lulu:  fahad give my mobile!
Fahad: WITGOLELE MAFE A7AD EB 7AYATECH?! YOU REJECTED ME 3ASHAN HAL WA9EKH?! 3ASHAN HATHA??? BIN ILKALB LA3EB EB 3AGLICH LE3EB ASHOUF!!!!
Lulu: its not what you think!
Fahad: LA WALAH? ITREDENY 3ASHAN HAL KHARA JARAA7?!!!!
Lulu: FAHAD ANA O JARA7 FRIENDS!
Fahad: SHENU FRIENDS?! baba intay wain ga3da? MAFE SHAY ISMA FRIENDS 3ENDINA! 3abalech ga3da eb USA wela wain bethab6?!
Lulu: IB KAIF MENO MENE MAKO FRIENDS BAIN ILBANAT O IL9BAYAN?
Fahad: EB KAIFI ANA!!!!!!! Shenu betfahmeny enech matkalmena ya3ne? O QASAMAN BELAH LA ARO7 ATHBA7A!
Lulu: SHENO TETHBA7A MO BKAIFIK!!!!!!!!! WAIN GA3DEN FAHAD? KELSHAY 6AG 6AG 6AG! O EB KAIF MENO 9ERT ANA AKALMA? LA TEG3AD ETFASIR ELUMOR 3ALA KAIFIK!!!!
Fahad: 3AYAL BALA ISH7AGA 3ENDICH EYAH BBM!?
Lulu: FAHAD MALEK SHEGHEL FENE KHALAAAAA9!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HE'S MY FRIEND!!!!!!!
Fahad: your friend ha:)? ana bashof omech o oboch shbigolon lama agolihom 3an your friendship weya jara7!
Lulu: shenu enta bet'hadedny ya3ne? rou7 goul mane khayfa menek ana!
Fahad: walah qawiya! shakla em2ather 3alaich wayed hal gawad:D!
Lulu: FAHAD LA ITGOL 3ANA CHETHE!!!!! you don't even know him like i do:)
Fahad: la walah? ba3ad etdaf3en 3ana.. ya 7alatich wala ma tadren 3an khyas jara7!:D
Lulu: ay khyass?! eb kaifik enta teg3ad itgol 3an el9bay chethe?
Fahad: layeg3ad isawi ro7a bare2 jedamich, ana a3arif wild 3ama 3abdala o aw9akh makhloqat allah!
Lulu: ya3ne eb kaifik alaft ena jara7 mo zain 3ashan his cousin?
Fahad: way lulu tha7akteny! you always see the good side men elnas.. ma3roof jara7 o fahad le3eben! o enamon ma3a banat, shrayech awadech bait'hom al7en etshofen his bbm contacts? itgolele friends ha..  shakla emkhalech elyaya on the list.. eb yel3ab 3alaich:D
Lulu:  FAHAD KHALA9 *sniff sniff* 3a6ny my mobile!

He threw ilmobile 3alay.. o 6ala3t barra, oo he followed me: LULU!!!!
Fahad: fahad leave me alone please!

he grabbed my hand: LULU!!!!

i pushed him away: "KHALA9 FAHAD GILTLEK LEAVE ME ALONE!"

i went back home, i took a hot shower o i started crying 7ail 7ail.. fekra tro7 o fekra etye.. madre akalma agola sh9ar? aw yemken kalam fahad 9a7, aw yemken mo 9ej! i don't know god!!!!

i decided to talk to jara7... ashtere ra7at 3omre wa3arif el9ej!
re7t sheft my mobile wela million ping men jara7..
Lulu: jara7!
Jara7: LAAAA?!!!! HALA WALLAAAAH!!! ENTAY WAINECH 6OOOOL ELYOUM?!!!! KHARA3TENY LULU!!!!! WAINEEECH?!!!! O 7AGRATNY BA3AD!
Lulu: jara7 bagolek shay..
Jara7: lulu feech shay?!!!! shfeeeeech?
Lulu: isma3ny..
Jara7: shfeeeech goulay?
Lulu: ilyoum re7t 3end fahad o he told me ena uhwa e7ebny o chethe!
Jara7: i7ebich?
Lulu: eeh!:)
Jara7: oo shgeltela?
Lulu: i rejected him!
Jara7: zain..?
Lulu: o 3ugob my phone 6a7 bel arth o kan my mobile 3ala your convo.
Jara7: OKAY?
Lulu: o he said things about you..
Jara7: sheru?!
Lulu: promise me ena mara7 tsawy shay!
Jara7: i promise lulu.. mara7 asawy shay wala!
Lulu: jara7 akhaf agolek!
Jara7: lulu la tkhafen ana kelmeti wa7da!
Lulu: gali ena enta no3ek le3eb oo itnam weya banat enta o 3abdala o fe sowalif i9ter madre shinu..
Jara7: really? o 9adagteh?
Lulu: i don't know jara7..
Jara7: etha kentay et3arfene 3adel chan ma 9adagteh ya lulu..
Lulu:  ma gilt ene 9adagta!
Jara7: 3ayal shitfahmene ya lulu?
Lulu: madre jara7 madre.. i wanna know the truth please!
Jara7: 6ab3an la' lulu! ana mu chethe o ahali ma raboni 3ala hal 7arakat! 3abod ee ekalem banat bas wain ga3den enam ma3ahom? ahalna emrabena 3adil 3ala elsana3 o elakhlaq!:) o aham shay enech 9adagtay fahad o shakaitay fene!
Lulu: jara7 ana ma 9adagta.. bas shakait! oo 7e6 nafsik eb mokane shenu kent betsawy! lazim etshek o khu9o9an ena elkalam ele gala kan qawy jara7!
Jara7: i know ena elkalam qawi.. o your cousin fahad kelish mu bale3ny fa akeed be6ali3 3ani 7achy 3ashan iwakhrich 3ani o uhwa e7ebech ba3ad!:)
Lulu: madre jara7 madre..
Jara7: lulu sheno ma tadreen? thankyou wayed athbately enech wathqa fene:* . . itha you believe him o ma tabeny eb your life 3ady.. delete me mala da3y itkhalen 9bay le3eb o enam ma3a banat 3endich 9a7?!;D
Lulu: jara7 please la tifhamny ghala6! wala il3athem i trust you.. bas elkalam ele sema3ta kan wayed qawi, jareb 7e6 nafsik eb mokani sheno kent betsawy? jara7 i consider you one of my best friends..wala jad! i trust you 7ail... bas ham ana ensana o ashek ya3ne.. o lo ma inta it'hemny chan ma abchy men lama sima3t elsalfa lail7en:)! o chan ma yet kalamtek.. lo ma it'hemny chan sawait delete 3ala 6oul bedon tafker.. o lo ma it'hemny chan al7en we're not having this conversation!
Jara7: wait you cried?
Lulu: ee....
Jara7: 3ashani?
Lulu: ee...
Jara7: ALAH YAKHETHNY ENSHALAH!
Lulu: LAISH?! smela 3ALAIK!!!
Jara7: ALAH YEL3AN SA3TY LAISH NZALAT DAM3ETICH 3ASHANY!
Lulu: JARA7 LATGOL CHETHE PLEASE!!!!
Jara7: LULU!!!!! LA TABCHEEEN!!!!! please 3ashani!!!!!!!! la tabcheeeen, ana ma astaheel tabchen 3ashani! KHARA FENY O KHARA 3ALA ILKALAM ELE GILTA ELE BACHACH!!! o khara belzagg fahad ele 6ala3 7achy khalach tabcheeeen!!!!!!!!:")
Lulu: fahad please la tseb nafsik khala9 i'll stop crying wala, bas please!

he sent me a voicenote eghneyat tamer 7osny " ma tdama3esh ana ma astahelsh dmo3ek aghla menny "

Ahhh!;*

Lulu: jara7.. za3lan meni?:(
Jara7: la' lulu.. ana lo shenu i9er ma az3al menich;* bas next time lama tsm3en shay sida ta3alay golele.. 7achy elnas maykhale9!
Lulu: ashwa! enshalah i will;*
Jara7: 3afya... 3ayal gilteli hal dethwi e7ebich ha!
Lulu: LOOOOOOOL! this made me laugh walah, haha eeh!
Jara7: momken 6alab?
Lulu: sure?
Jara7: delete him ib bbm!
Lulu: la chena fashla jara7..
Jara7: lulu mala da3y itkhalena 3endich bbm!
Lulu: why?
Jara7: bas.. sawela delete!
Lulu: la khalah kaifa..
Jara7: lulu sawela delete!
Lulu: .... okay;/!
Jara7: good..
Lulu: shfeek?
Jara7: mafeny shay:) sawaitela delete?
Lulu: la lail7en!
Jara7: shaklech tabena!:)
Lulu: la walah mabeeh:o khala9 al7en asawela delete! shfeek faj2a 3a9abt!
Jara7: ma 3a9abt.. bas lai gitlich kelma sim3eha!
Lulu: enshalah enshalah!
Jara7: good! yala ana banam al7een goodnight!
Lulu: sweet dreams!
Jara7: thankyou!
Lulu: sure...

faj2a 3a9ab 3alay:o ... maybe he's just jealous or something! bas at the moment, wedy aro7 athba7 fahad jad jad.. 3ala halsalfa ele malha da3y ele sawaha!:) i was stupid for thinking ena he would change someday.. il3away 6oul 3omra 3away...!